You can't make sense from nonsense. You can try. But trust me, you will start to feel nuts. You can't rationalize with the irrational. You can't defend yourself to someone who has no logic or reason behind their argument.
Save your energy. Rebuild. Focus on emotional health. It is so nice to finally feel like emotionally I can move forward. For so long I felt stuck in limbo. It was frustrating and draining and confusing and lots of other descriptive words.
I am so thankful to be healing. It is going to be a process. Thanks to those who are being patient with me. I appreciate being able to vent, but I promise it won't be forever. Good things are around the corner, and I'm excited and encouraged.