I have had enough of the fear, of the unknowns, of the ups and downs. I am ready to throw in the towel on crying and sleepless nights, bad dreams, scary visions of what could be, and the feeling that I can never let my guard down.
So I'm going to talk to some people who get it. Counseling has helped me considerably, but I think meeting with those who have gone through similar situations will be so helpful to me in this process.